Every now and then?

I was not allowed to tell you, Mr. Sunshine,
everything that I was going through
I could barely see you, Mr. Sunshine,
because of that overwhelming sense of nonsense
which overcame me day and night,
for months, years, days, nights
And for so long my heart has constantly traveled all the way to you
until it was suddenly lost, in the wrong direction,
just because, Mr. Sunshine, you kept doing what you're used to do
come and go, come and go, come and go
every now and then...